Saturday, May 23, 2009

Bangtastic


It has been a really tough past few weeks for me and thus nothing worth posting has happened. I've been just working A TON all hours of the day.
Now some people can do this. 
I'm not one of them.
So I am phasing out my cheer job. Which breaks my heart because I really do like it. I just can't do it all anymore . So that's the sum of my past few weeks.
Ohh... and I was so sick of what I saw in the mirror so I cut these...
Probably not the best move for someone who already looks 12 but hey I needed change and working in a salon easily facilitates this.
Now for my ranting... I don't know about you but I know what I need to do to be and feel happy. However, actually DOING those things is so hard. 
Isn't that bizarre? 
When I don't feel right I know what I SHOULD be doing. Keeping myself healthy physically by eating healthy and working out, spiritually by reading my scriptures and praying, and mentally by working and serving others. But it is so hard. The whole juggle for balance I dare say will be an eternal struggle and I am having a hard time trying to DO. But hopefully freeing a little of my time will help that :)
Anyway... maybe we'll do something out of the ordinary for Memorial Day and I'll have a real post.
But now my mom knows what my new hair looks like :)